Matthew Jackman

The Mental Health and Service User Experience During COVID19 in Australia: From Personal to Professional Disaster

I write alongside my heater in the lounge room as the weather reaches 8 degrees centigrade on a dreary and rainy winter like day in Melbourne, Australia. Working from home has been a struggle, as I gather myself into some sort of routine by going for a walk, showering and setting up my laptop in an area well insulated in my flat. My housemates are either working night shift at the hospital attending to COVID19 demands or have gone home to their families in the country side due to quarantine restrictions. I have lost a sense of purpose during this time experiencing collective and global anxiety, given the world has lost its way forward as it responds to crisis without forethought about how the world will look when this global health crisis subsides.

Recently, I lost my sessional academic role teaching social work. This was due to student enrollments decreasing as a result of COVID19. Sadly, there was no support from the federal government in job seeker payments, which is an injustice for 70% of the higher education workforce who are casual in Australia. However, I applied to access my superannuation early, due to losing more than 20% of my income, which was a federal government initiative. Our financial health has taken a battering during the collapse of materialism and a false economy founded on debt and capitalist sentiment as our focus has shifted to purchasing basic needs and avoidance of discretionary spending in order to survive.

Fortunately, I continue to work as a mental health clinician in a government department alongside veterans and their families who need support via telehealth. Sharing common and collective concerns over the phone with people has been an empathic unifier. People I partner alongside as a clinician self-manage expectations about timelines and ask you how you are going as a clinician? What a change.

However, working from home has been difficult, given I am battling with my own experiences of anxiety, mood fluctuations and thought disturbances with a diagnosis of ‘Bipolar Affective Disorder’ as defined by Psychiatry in the DSM and ICD. It can be difficult battling with others inner demons when you are experiencing a similar phenomenon.

The mental health system and its broader intersections with health, education, employment, income security, housing and disability has not been able to cope with the demand and many of us accessing services have felt let down in not attending to our complex grief, loss and trauma. Alongside our formal support system, we have seen the collapse of our informal support system as there has been significant family and relationship conflict due to the physical distancing and quarantine sanctions resulting in a relationship breakdowns and discord. Now to deal with my grief without adequate supports.

The most devastating impact on my mental health has been witness to humanity’s greed and we have seen this in privileged individuals accessing essentials goods and services in supermarkets, those same individuals not complying with public health advice in physical distancing and quarantining, and privatised companies monetising mental health and other services for the betterment and gain of personal greed than the contribution to us as human beings.

Despite COVID19’s detrimental impact on my mental health, I have been able to build inner resilience, and sit with my emotions and critical reflections. Listening to music, going for daily walks in the park, connecting with work colleagues online, daily phone calls and lots of cooking are strategies that have kept my wellbeing balanced. I have continued to access my formal support system such as therapist, disability worker and doctor through telehealth options. I have gained a greater sense of self in solitude and am thankful for the positive changes in human behaviour resulting in a more sustainable and just world. We are more than what we produce and consume.

COVID19 has not been all bad. But we have had to sacrifice for great change in how we live, breath and sustain our Earth and human species.

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About the Author

Matthew lives with Bipolar Affective Disorder and Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (as defined by Psychiatry), is a sibling caregiver to his younger brother and sister who live with enduring psychosocial diverse abilities, and has lost his mother to suicide, and consequently his grandparents due to stigma. His experiences of distress and service use drive his passion for global social change in mental health. He is a global mental health advocate promoting human rights, social justice and lived experience as an academic science from a public health and mad studies knowledge base. Matthew is a trained social worker having worked across counselling, case coordination, group therapy, community development, social research, social policy and  systems-level advocacy partnering with a range of marginalised and disadvantaged communities focusing on mental health. Matthew focuses his advocacy and research on alternatives to psychiatry in completing a Juris Doctor and PhD in global lived experience leadership as the scientific discipline of peer work in mental health. Matthew represents the Western Pacific Region on the Global Mental Health Peer Network and is a Global Shaper with the World Economic Forum in Melbourne, Australia. He is on the National Advisory Panel (mental health) for the Australian Association of Social Workers as a lived experience representative. Matthew is a Global Lived Experience Ambassador for Generation Mental Health. He provides consultation to the World Health Organisation on key global mental health documents requiring lived experience perspective. Matthew is trained internationally in certified peer specialist practice and is a visiting scholar in Psychiatry at Yale and Harvard University. His vision is to utilise personal power and privilege and mobilise vulnerabilities as strength and resilience, to make space for those with less power and give voice to the voiceless in achieving global health and wellbeing equity. Matthew is proudly Mad, Neurodiverse and Queer and utilises experiences of oppression in his systemic advocacy.