Sudikshaa Amar

Damascus Steel

(listen to the poem, read by the author)

Holding straighter edge 
even after battalions strike. 
Manning the cockpit 
after pincer formation 
erasing landing pads 
pushing back 
away from provision lines. 

Steering corp(u)s (callosum) 
away from its hemispheres. 
Battling front(al) lines 
Direct face-off with palsy. 

     Weakening. 
        
           Shortening.

     A dwindling. 
                        Spear point bent  

                                                   piercing through musculature and filament.

Corroded ligaments
holding metatarsals as prisoners of war 
forced at gunpoint to reconstruct novel modes of 
traversing foreign soil. 

after the annexation of meniscus. 

Hundreds of dilated pupils 
towards a spectacle.

What they pretend to deem a miracle. 

Eyes in line with target 
            as general 
                          consensus 
                                       concluded that   
                                       concrete rubble is 
stronger than bone 
             past the angle of momentum 
for there to be too much impact. 

Cerebrospinal ooze injected 
in half-goat, half-ballerina. 

Layers embedded like
the dance of carbon steel in spiral formation,
                           precision of a straight edge 
       held perpendicular 
              to dorsiflexion, 
                           offset by shrinking talus 
       and dead achilles 
                           far out into no man’s land. 

Wade into deep fault lines until 
struggle for power 

             deteriorates. 

Schedule an act of self-destruction. 
For a cadaver. 

             Slit wrist 

doused in

                                                    formaldehyde.

Can’t be as bad as a blame for 

              a failure to act in response to 

              the wails of others.

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About the Author

Sudikshaa Amar is a San Francisco Bay Area poet and an undergraduate student at UC Berkeley studying neuroscience and history. Their interdisciplinary fields of interest allow them to explore uncharted waters regarding poetry. Sudikshaa employs historical themes that have impacted them as a disabled South Asian person mixed with surrealism and psychedelia. They are currently working on their first poetry collection and have forthcoming publications in IAMB and Groke lit mags. In their free time, they like to crochet and forage for mushrooms along East Bay coast redwoods.